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 So, this girl I loved... I met her 20 some odd years ago,  there was rain,  I was wet walking in, she grabbed my arm and led me outside, we danced, what else do you do? be with the moment,  That's all she ever did, responded, be present, now she cant, she's lost in the the abyss,  and there is nothing i wouldn't give to find her,   I wouldn't be who I am without her,  I still can't imagine who I'll be without her,  I can't, She was a better person than I'd ever hope to be, Ever, Ever, Bukowski wrote from where he was at,  I do too,  I can't afford comfort women to tell me I'm ok,  the baseline is too high, so I don't bother, but life, LIFE,  for one reason or another, has value? I guess, sure,  y'all motherfuckers don't understand how short life is,  and none of you cunts understand  THIS, THIS, HERE, NOW, IS ALL WE GET,

      None of you realize how dangerous the country is right now, we are the frogs in the boiling pot, the rhetoric out of the white house the last few days is exclusively focused of "the left", "trans" and continuing chucky kirks' rhetoric of hate and exclusion, the trailer park white trash fox news caucus is running America and will for the next 20 years, whatever 90's vision of America one had is gone, evaporated into a red mist of KKK rhetoric, it's gone, done.  Any remote nuanced understanding of "We the people..." is woke faggot bullshit now, and god help those queers, they'll be publicly hanged for their love and all Chuck Schumer and contemporary dem leadership will do is write a letter and hide like the cowards they are, I am physically sick, I cannot read "Band of brothers" because every one of those boys that died, died for nothing.  Fascism has come to America wrapped in the American flag and carrying a bible.     It...